urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:atropphyme atropphyme atropphyme 2006-09-03T15:56:32Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:atropphyme:714 2006-09-03T15:56:32Z 2006-09-03T15:56:32Z Potishead remixes Went to my 1st football game yesterday. Wow... Not really what i expected. It was much more interesting. Soo many people, most dressed up in their supporting colors... even little babies in onezies. Never have i seen so many pizzas. I had good time with my company too. Spent the evening roaming around town. <br /><br />It's so hard to control eating and drinking on days like that. When food is obligatory and boyfriend's family is there... God, his dad saw me spank him... How embarrassing and hilarious at the same time. <br /><br />Ahhh... the "boyfriend". What a crazy couple we make. These are some hard times for me. We met each other at bad times, respectivly, but damn it! We absolutely can't keep away from eachother. <br /><br /><br /><a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/atropphyme/pic/00001csc/"><img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/atropphyme/pic/00001csc" width="180" height="240" border="0" /></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:atropphyme:287 2006-07-26T14:36:52Z 2006-07-26T14:36:52Z It has been so long. <br />I have strayed so far from the disapline I once was bound by.<br />The #'s have creeped up.<br />I got comfortable. <br />But I am not happy this way.<br />It is time to starve. <br />Fasting and binging has only made me fat. <br />Real restraint is what I need. <br />Controlled and restricted caloric intake.<br />CARDIO<br />And, of course, support from those who understand what it is like to need to see their bones.<br /><br />I am the fattest I have ever been in my LIFE! 5'7" and 130 lbs. <br />Sik.<br />I need to shed at least 15 lbs.